[ There goes that unaccustomed silence again - simply listening and watching, as his mind falters over a pothole in the road, spinning out and hitting a tree. ]
So then why didn't you kill her back home. [ It's the only defensive response he can come up with at the moment, anger melting into shock with each word Elijah says. Sure he says this, but Kol can remember all the times Elijah helped plunge a dagger into his heart.
He's almost tempted to hang up right there and then, not wanting this to be some sick ploy for information or help. But then he knows his brother, he's just as persistent as Klaus - he'd probably just show up at his door. ]
You care about me. [ Kol echoes the words hollowly. ] All it took was for me to die to express that? [ Emotions are switching so rapidly he's glad he's no longer a vampire. Even as a human he can't control his feelings so this would have been terrifying with blood lust.
All his life he's felt alone and then in a matter of weeks he has a girl telling him she'll stand by his side, and his older brother telling him he cares about it. To say it's jarring is an understatement. And while he believed Davina fully, Elijah was another matter entirely. ] So you've phoned me up to tell me you care about me? A bit late on that front. [ His words sound a bit empty, no real anger behind them anymore. More defensiveness. ]
[ They've had their differences, but Kol had been out of control then. Just like Niklaus. Only they had no way of containing Niklaus. They had no way to stop him. The daggers never worked on him. He always had the upper hand in their family because of his hybrid status. Always lording their demise over their heads if they crossed a line with him. ]
Because you're still alive for me, brother. Back home you're alive and well. Irritating Rebekah and making Niklaus squirm. My family is whole still. Niklaus was the one to tell me of your death as well as Finn and our mother.
[ He thought they could be a family, but his mother had a different agenda. One that would see them all dead. ]
You were never in a position to hear me, Kol. Always so wild and reckless. Would it have meant anything to you then? Would you have even heard it?
[ Kol and Niklaus are so alike sometimes it's painful for him. Both so out of control. Both spiraling downward and all he can do is hope that they're okay when they land. ]
It's never too late to be there. That's what I intend to do. Be there for you.
[ Kol sucks in a sharp breath as eyes narrow dangerously at his brother. ]
All my life I've been alone - you lot have never cared for me. If this is some trick [ He can't help how his voice weakens on the word. ] or if you're playing at something, Elijah, I won't forgive you.
[ That's all he can think to threaten at the moment, far too taken aback by the words he's wanted to hear his entire life. ]
You expect me to just believe you, hm? What have you done to earn my trust, oh noble brother? Stab me in the heart with a dagger time and time again? Take our brother's side. Decide I'm not worthy of anything more than laying in a coffin?
[ The words scare him more than anything, because he wants them to be true. ]
Or maybe now that you can't dagger me either I'm to become some pet project for redemption like Nik?
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Date: 2015-03-11 05:41 am (UTC)So then why didn't you kill her back home. [ It's the only defensive response he can come up with at the moment, anger melting into shock with each word Elijah says. Sure he says this, but Kol can remember all the times Elijah helped plunge a dagger into his heart.
He's almost tempted to hang up right there and then, not wanting this to be some sick ploy for information or help. But then he knows his brother, he's just as persistent as Klaus - he'd probably just show up at his door. ]
You care about me. [ Kol echoes the words hollowly. ] All it took was for me to die to express that? [ Emotions are switching so rapidly he's glad he's no longer a vampire. Even as a human he can't control his feelings so this would have been terrifying with blood lust.
All his life he's felt alone and then in a matter of weeks he has a girl telling him she'll stand by his side, and his older brother telling him he cares about it. To say it's jarring is an understatement. And while he believed Davina fully, Elijah was another matter entirely. ] So you've phoned me up to tell me you care about me? A bit late on that front. [ His words sound a bit empty, no real anger behind them anymore. More defensiveness. ]
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Date: 2015-03-11 05:47 am (UTC)Because you're still alive for me, brother. Back home you're alive and well. Irritating Rebekah and making Niklaus squirm. My family is whole still. Niklaus was the one to tell me of your death as well as Finn and our mother.
[ He thought they could be a family, but his mother had a different agenda. One that would see them all dead. ]
You were never in a position to hear me, Kol. Always so wild and reckless. Would it have meant anything to you then? Would you have even heard it?
[ Kol and Niklaus are so alike sometimes it's painful for him. Both so out of control. Both spiraling downward and all he can do is hope that they're okay when they land. ]
It's never too late to be there. That's what I intend to do. Be there for you.
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Date: 2015-03-12 04:38 am (UTC)All my life I've been alone - you lot have never cared for me. If this is some trick [ He can't help how his voice weakens on the word. ] or if you're playing at something, Elijah, I won't forgive you.
[ That's all he can think to threaten at the moment, far too taken aback by the words he's wanted to hear his entire life. ]
You expect me to just believe you, hm? What have you done to earn my trust, oh noble brother? Stab me in the heart with a dagger time and time again? Take our brother's side. Decide I'm not worthy of anything more than laying in a coffin?
[ The words scare him more than anything, because he wants them to be true. ]
Or maybe now that you can't dagger me either I'm to become some pet project for redemption like Nik?